Seeing Me


h1 April 19th, 2005

Yesterday, I heard from an old high school friend; he had read this blog, and wanted to let me know that he enjoyed “seeing me.”

So I read your blog…it made me happy. Happy because I laughed out loud at what you write about and it made me remember what an intelligent and charismatic girl you are. Sometimes i see how much i’ve changed in the last six years [since we've seen each other]. Reading your blog, however, even though not knowing much about your life now I can still see you.

I was so happy to hear from him, and glad that it was this site that made him get in touch with me. But it got me thinking - does “Lucky Luciano” really show who I am?

I was inspired to start blogging after I became obsessed with AlexisT. I started reading her blog because she’s one of my best friends, but I became obsessed because she so clearly shows who she is on hers - her blog IS her. She’s so honest and open, and so freakin’ funny - reading her blog is like having a conversation with her. I don’t know if my space here does the same thing. So far, I’ve been recording my random thoughts here, which is really entertaining to me… but I don’t know if it actually shows who I am. My college AOL site did a good job of representing me, in all my cheesy college girl glory… but I don’t really want to go back to something like that either.

I guess I just need to keep working at it. I figure as I do this longer, I’ll get more comfortable - more myself.



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